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what can i do? srsly.
cant memorise be earased?

iv'e been a good girl today. HAHA
i went market with my mum and cleaned the house and ironed the clothes((:

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LONG TIME NO POSTTT):

holidays has been okay. filled with ups and downs
lotsa things to grow in.

camp is next sat. till 16th

this thurs esther's night[;
NO PETS/BFs allowed.
whose interested?

im opening cc1's blog soon! watch out for it ;D
lazy post pictures x)
will do so when im not so lazy HAHA

and 2c3 clique08' lets meet up soon!

ANYWAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO THE MANY DEC BABIES!

WHO'S BORED THIS HOLIDAYS COME TALK TO ME [;

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYY GRACE

sryy for the ultra late wish!!
promise will make it up when you come back from hols

HAHAH everyones writing dedications so i felt inspired to too. hehe

okay im just randomly writing the name no particular order.

Janice: okay i gave you te card alrdy hahaha its all inside. but still im glad i have met you in pri school. and i sincerely wants to keep in contact with you forever till u have white hair. hahaha

Pearly: (its in the card i gave you) Hmm oh yahh you i dono i felt realy comfortable talking to you and stuff cause i have no idea. LOl but yeahh realy enjoyed the times we spent togetherrrrrr.!
i don care the 4 of us must hang out alot next year still ):

Justina: (its in the card) :P i will miss bullying you. but ehh you also got bully back loh. hahah We will still have fun next year when we meet up k!

Linqi: (its in the card) :D:D HAHHAHA i think you are a sensible person SOMETIMES. HAHHAHA. okayy yeahh will miss wacking your head i think.

Amanda: hahaha MAH-DA GO TO JAIL; you should be happy that i gave you such a ncie name (: HAHAH you are like a big mummy. And when we ahng out you always builds up the atmoshpere[: will miss your warmth-est.

Megan: HAHAHHA . i still rmbb you and farzina will talk about songs when we were sec one and i will always listen to you all. hehe. okayy mustt jiayous k(: hang out often and keep rocking.

Wanying: (its in the card) HAHAH WILL LOVE YOU AND GOD FOREVERRRRRR! lets play mahjong sometime soon

Htet Maw: LALA lets go out again. i want to watch movie and go shopping wiht you. okayy hahaha. will miss your i dono talkative you. HAHHAH. and i only rmb that time we took cab to ps with you in the middle and me and your bf at each side. and you keep shaking your leg-.-

Jiaqi: Yay i wil never forget the times spent in sec 1 they were the best. what ihope is you know we will forgive and forget put off the shield/armour we have around each other (:

Yi Qing: thanks for helping me paint my art. hahahha andd yeah (: KEeep smiling. don be sad/streessed out. Will miss your siiaoonesss

Qiao Yi: HAHAHHA i will miss your bro-ness. LOLS funyyy person. i think talking to you makes me feel warm. like very an quan gan. okayy don think wrong-.-

Sherry: MY BEST SEC ONE PARTNERRRR. it was reallly reallly really a neverrr forgetttable time we had. HAHAH. and i want to draw in your book!

Sham: HAHAHHAH okayy you smart alex. you really make me smile mans. You are i dono seems flawless except your moodswing last time. teeh. WE MUST GO OUT AND EAT CRISPCUT FRIES /CATCH A MOVIE.

YiTong: YAYYY I LOVE MATONGG. hahahah you are so funny. and a great person to talk to. silly too. i want to laugh at you. stay in touch.

Charmaine TTT: 8D stupid silly girl.

Farzina: Okay stop obsessing over twilight. hahahhaha edward cullen is pale.

Kaixin: thanks for coming to me when we were sec one. HAHHA you were so brave. :D:D

Karen: I STILL RMB WE USE TOO GO RECESS TOGETHWERRR

Hui Min & Dawn: stop being retarded. but its okayy still love u. hahahha

Charmaine C, siok Ling, Vivian, Althea, Eileen: are you all still reading mangas?.


It's been longgg since i last post.
so many things have happened.

My incident(dream) still makes me feel scared for those of you who know about it. It is definitely realy but what is it about?? i fear.

i thought freedom service was great
Hahahahs the performance was awesome man
and yeah the sermon just spoke truth.
Christianity is NOT a religion
we are NOT religious ppl
it's is about a realtionship with God
and not you doing good deeds and climbing up to God.
If not you will go down or sth.


Schools over but it dont feel like it
there's still homework and im pack the next whole week.
i havent had a day spent at home yet. It's not hols yet x.x

Leadership course was great(:
the one for peer leaders.
really set me thinking, & how many ppl on planet earth is leading not knowing why and for the wrong reasons.
tq this time for coach jay,june,mitch
and awesome company with ppl in grp 4
hahaha crazy ppls.


C3 i will miss the times most in sarawak.
it's the most heart whellming time we ever spent together.
One of the most unforgetable experience in my life.


This is OUR love,
it's not one sided.
i no longer want to stay stagnant in my little tent.

People undivided,
hearts joined as one


I won't give in.

The leadership course todayy has been enriching. Got me a whole new understanding of leadership(: Thanks to coach Yvonne & Isaac

haha it was fun too. we were all lying on each other tummy so its like in a circle then we all lie then take out the chairs below us one by one. soo cool right :D:D in grps of 20.

we came out with this for our vision. LOl. F.R.Y

Fun & Funky
Responisble & R______(forgot)
Young & You(are important)

And we want to be a Enthusiastic, Bonded, Gay(not in that sense), Family :D

Hahahas and Linqii keeps on saying that shes freeezing when she isnt-.-"
i know that she likes to be a statue.LOL
(she's the one who forced me to post)

should i/not?

IT'S OVER. O.V.E.R OVERRR

can i burn my textbook now? :D:D:D

wahhahahahahhahahahahhahaha

[p.s i still cant believe i spent my half of my first day of freedom playing monopoly] 

&&i dreamed that i was a power ranger a few nights ago. HAHA

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(: OKAYY todayy's cg is uber funny. (go read jqs blog i lazy to type out haha)

really thank God for the companyy. it lightened my heart loads.

officially open my lj. hahah.http://blurvis.livejournal.com/

i will learn to place my trust in you & do my best

I don't want to give up

Pearlyywhirleyy

1 Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket ?

-human nature
-COACKROACHEs.
-INSECTS except ants & small butterfly & housefly & small mosquito 
-):Ghost.(i know i shouldnt cant help it)
-i donoO!! SCARYY THINGS?
-MONSTERS?
-....

- linqi qiao yi sherry justina janice all pearly tag liaoo
-Jiaqi
-Meimei
-Jingen
-Caryn
-Bt
-whoever who wants to doo

to a fellow believer out there:
Heys, don give up k? We must stand strong & persevere.
One day, they will know that its not just us believing but He is really real which we are clear about that. jiayous

HIATUSSSS in a calm way((:

(was what i meant.haha)

I want to be prepared enough for you to shine through me.
to live it out.

:D the first day of the weeks is going to be over.

Today was over fun.
school was alrightss.
& todayy the zuo wen we wrote is the last one! YESS!! WAHAHHA~~~ NO MORE ZUO WENN!^^ wooh!

heh after school.
went cathay studyy with mm & ppl
haha sort of studied.

celebrate mooncake festival with unit
then went tiong met bridget sherlyn & crystal at KFC
heard some testimonies(wait did i spell this correct. okay nvm)
cant describe the feeling, just awed. n yeahh

so we went meeet the rest then went mos burger theyy ate dinner...
walked to the park

ohoh we played games ;D the the lantern and fireworks were the prizes
haha first one is t create a poem in chinese with originality & no names or sth.

(: hahah maybe my chinese is not so bad afterall. this is what my grp came up with and we the 游乐场 grp won! ahhas

天上有很多星星，
地上有很多垃圾，
旁边有一棵大树，
中秋节快乐！

then the person was suppose to catwalk with the lantern while receiting the poem.

2nd game.
wai ti forgot the game name but suppose to continue with the action the person did before
e.g peron one action is 1 person two action must be 1 then 2(own one).. and so on for person 3 is 1 & 2 &3(own one)
hahaha the cui grp won. heehh hui wei was very funny.

3rd game.
light up at least 30 candles and must have creativity.
heeh. the 聪明人士 won the fastest. they made a J
then we the 游乐场 won the most creativity. ours were a circle with a crosss inside
and the cui grp did a C
so it was JC + ahah it was not pre planned btw

4th who can blow out the most candles.
hahaha we the 游乐场 got it again.

then played with fireworks.
the candles were veryy nice!
will put up pics when i get them
everyone did enjoy themselves![:

HAPPY LATE MOONCAKE FESTIVAL






HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYY YI QINGG!(:

so this was how my week went so far. & whats it going to be like
M- sch, studying with mm + wl + tiff
T- sch, PT. played ball games.
W-sch, CWO(hahah pluck weeds & i swear im not going to waste my time getting into it again.), went shep with wy(studied at tanglin mall mcs)(haha ice cream with fench fries are still the bestt)
T- sch, (no PE AGAIN!!]:<) Pt & stuff. alright i will control my emotions.
F- sch, CIP(make boxes..)
S- shep, cg, svc
S- STUDYY!! i srslyy will foorce myself to studyy even if i must chase myself out of the house to go find a productive place to study.

Oh MEGANNN! get well soon k! don scratch your chicken pox if not you will have scarrr. see you in school soon!(:

P.s acc to sham if i sleep more i will eat less. hahah

The little is super cute!!!!!!
even cuter than soft toys :DDDD
&& her voice is super sweet lah!.

Your prescence has made me whole,
only in you can i find myself complete.
i want to built a community that shines your love,
we can do it. amen? :]

woke up at 7.40? around there
sheh hoon sms go eat breakfast at MCs.
so went tanglin there
missed two 174s and came another two. okay very weird. i aw like six 174s before i even got to school.
(: i love harshbrown~!

okayy p6 open house wass BORING x.x
there was nth much to do.
thank God geraldine booth was beside mine.
so throughout the whole 2 hr plus. we chat, walked around, played wii, watch dance performance, netball play...

went off withh sheena & geraldine to meet cleo & hui wei at cathay.
ate sushi!!!(L)
HAHA.
studied a little while. managaed to complete sec B of sc 2006 paper :D
bought cheryl's lunch
rushed to cuppage
& service officially start(: hehs

went off after service go grandparents house.
my biggest aunty birthdayy[[:
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY AUNT ADELINEEEEEE!
celebrate her birthday...

4th aunt sent us home cause it started to rain.
tq. :B
bathed/qt/ate blueberries/finished sc ws ( i found out all my concepts were wrong!!! so i had to redo the ws):< after calling janice.)

why heitangqunxiazhuan havent come out!!
okay i did sth embarrassing today. hahah.





313 st post{:

OKAYYYY
IM SO GONNA SLAUGHTER MY BRO WHEN HE COMES BACK HOME-.-

HES OUT HANGING WITH HIS "GF" NOW WHEN HES NOT SUPPOSED TO GO OUT THAT OFTEN AS PROMISED AND MY MUM IS SUPER PISSED RIGHT NOW. SHES VENTING IT OUT ON ME!?. IM TRYING TO KEEP MYSELF COOL BUT I CANTTT. SHE COMPARE ME TO MY COUSINS AND STUFF. BUT SHE IS THE ONE WHO CANT ACCEPT OUT TIMES WAY SO IN THE WORLD DOES SHE EXPECT US TO TELL HER THINGS. UGHH! SHE DON EVEN REALISE THAT ITS BCAUSE MY AUNT DOESNT TREAT HER KIDS LIKE SHE DOES TO US. LIKE I MEAN SHE LITTLE THINGS ALSOO SAYYSAYYSAYY. ): SHE WANTS TO LOCK MY BRO OUT IF HE EVER COMES HOME LATER. GOD IM REALLY TRYING MY BEST BUT WHY CANT SHE UNDERSTAND? AND WHY CANT MY BROTHER JUST STOP BEING SO NAUGHTY, ITS ALWAYS BEEN LIKE THAT SINCE PRI SCHOOL ALRDY!!!

I want to serve you with the passion i had before in my everyday life.


Sat
service,
meeting,
lost my wallet. left it in nexus. thx jq for going back with me
then ate dinner.
played cards with cb ppl
played archade. a while.
go home

sun.
nth much i think.
ohoh i finished my newspaper articles!
& eng compo ((:
im proud of myself. haha but still todayy i nvr study at all x.x
then went inez bdae.
accidentally met cleoo at the mrt
then accidentally saw zuo en and hui wei -.-
so we went there together and met char who waited at the bus stop. ahhas
& we took a really not so glam pic!
ate, chat, hung aroung, cut cake, sang bdae song,{:
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY INEZ!!;D
oh then went up her house played cards. hahah cleo was tham retarded while playing bridge.
she totally......... heeh[:

today.
woke up at 6.30
reached there at like i dono around 8
met izzati
well though we won i wouldnt say it was a well played match since the opponent wasnt really a oponent & we nnever perform well. ughh oh wells. next round. we will.
came home
almost fell asleep
but didnt
left house again
went cityhall meet ze & jq
c shep.
walked around.
met up with the rest
went bowling.
then ate at long john.
i ate shrooms buger from next door kfc :D
with cheese frice. thats my lunch + dinner
lol~. played cards.
hahahs. one side taidi one side bridge.

met kor. accompany him eat dinner.
headed home.

Lord! give me strength & passion to go through this and serve you whole-heartedly.
If you can die for her i will give my all







What’s brown and sticky? A stick. What’s brown and sounds like a bell? Dung.
What do you call spending the afternoon with a cranky rabbit?
A bad hare day.


JUSTINA SAYS HI
JANICE SAYS BYE
PEARLY SAYS HELLO.
BUAN HUA SAYS BELOW.

JUSTINA SAYS OH MY GOSH
JANICE SAYS GOSH MY OH

PEARLY SAYS OH MY GOSH

OK THIS IS NOT PRE-PLANNED{:


CG

COME DOWN IF YOU CAN OKAYY!

I PROMISE THAT IT WILL BE SUPERSUPER FUN/COOL/AWESOME!! :DD

THIS FRIDAY 7.30 AT FORT CANNING PARK.

BE THERE OR BE SQUARETHERE

God? arent you dissapointed with me?


Why is it that what i do means nothing to her.
God i did try. I really did

[Edited]

I know that i had to glorify in you in my studies but when i only had average marks,
i was dissapointed. i thought i tried
but Father, i realise my mistake. i did not do my best.
So for this eoy, i will give my all.
hold me accountable. i want to do my best
i want to prove to ppl around me.
i want to show them that the God i live for is awesome.
i want to prove to my parents that you are all mighty & its not just other short term "religion" thing im getting into.
i will prove to my friends that me being a chistian. a christ follower is not what they think it is.

Father, i did what i know i can but shouldnt it be the other way round?.
perhaps more time i guess.

God through the midst of all this tough times i finally manage to find joy in it and that its to prepare me for greater things. therefore, Father, i will perservere on.


First.







PICTURES OVER THIS WEEK.

such amazing & beautifull creations
i hope that one day i'll be able to see more than i can

maths & lit = flunked.
Lit: i hate macbeth i hate shakespear. my eng is bad enough and he have to use weird eng...
maths: brain dead. stressed out on time during paper..
oh wells.

Pls let me be able to visualize for D & T tomoro! last sub must be able to do well.
though theres nth much to study on. hahah
OH btw ppl if you didnt know you must study the workshop rules..
u can get from me if you want since mlg is dead.. yeahh

okayy today is a hilarious dayy!. ahhaa
In the morning,
walking to parade square.
this was what happen.
u know how we always like argue for fun so yeahh
(walking beside tuna)
me: stupid tuna
tuna: stupid tuna
(hahah when she wanted to say stupid buan hua.)
tuna: stupid buan hua.

LAWL and i laughed at her the whole day. ahahha
after that went d & t room complete the ws..
then chiong-ed for the bus and we went cathay{amanda,justina,megan,sherry,jiaqi,sham+me!}
ate at basement
then went play fooseball.
hahaha:DD

Missed 174
took next one.
& guess what!.
it broke down halfway-.-
so now i have a free 174 ticket.
phone no batt..

hahah. went island creamery at serene.
met crystal, sherlyn, qi xin, yen/yan li, daniel. & this new st margt. then ang & yu xin
:D hahah she really enjoyed herself lahh.
played games.. & forfeit and what """magic"" game -____-

went coro to eat Golden rooster!. i think it been a year since i hung out at coro}:
my old time fav hangout place. hehs
then studied' . well sort off.
but since i had nth to study. haha
walked home. stop by at Grace house.
borrow d & t book
go home.
byebye. hahahs

i'm afraid i will make the wrong decisions.
people advice.! advice!

I will try not to let it affect me,
especially those who are close to my heart,
those who has the most impact on me,
for it already has quite,
caint help it,


why do i feel so insecure?


HAPPY NATIONAL DAY CELEB{:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!.






take it or leave it.
take it.


8D YES WE CAN.
hahah okay this is retarded but this suddenly cam to my mind
bob the builder, yes we can!
Lord Jesus Christ, yes we can!
hahahs okays :x


{: record broken. YAY
now my highest is 13 x double skip.
wahahaha~~
kitty don be jealous(:
it's okay you can do it one day.
you will break 2 definitely.
SOON. lol
& i realise mayb it kinof help after all
now i can lob back to back full court


:D(L)


a)Put your ipod on shuffle mode, then forward to the next song each question.
b)Tag 5 people.

ok i shall use itunes instead:D

1. Nickname?
Church- T-pain
._.

2. Right now you feel like?
London Bridges (Produced by Polow Da Don)
ahha play london bridge is falling down

3. Favourite thing to do on weekends?
长衣袖-卓文萱
grow long sleeve? O:

4. Last thing you ate?
Baby Boy- sean paul.
?? im not a carnivore. hahah

5. Favourite subject?
Smoky Mountain Memories-David Archuleta
O.O

6. Your friends describe you as?
So In Love With You-Planetshakers
hahah i know you love me. LOOL

7. One crazy thing you'd do any day?
Glamorous (Feat. Ludacris)- Fergie
Don get it. lawls

8. One thing you wouldn't do for million bucks?
祝我生日快乐-温岚
:

9. Age?
I Don't Love You- My chemical romance.
okay i declare this ridiculous & not making sense. D:

10. How broke are you?
ciara-promise
ahah okayy

11. What if I said lets go get married in Vegas. Now.
Wait a Minute- pcd
hahah wait longlong

12. Religion?
When I Grow Up- pcd
NONO. im a christian(:

13. What's your mood like right now?
Bounce (Feat.Dr.Dre, Missy & Justin Timberlake)
LAWL I FEEL LIKE BOUNCING.

14. One bad habit you have.
Shut Up And Drive-Rihanna
)): whats that suppose to mean

15. One thing you'd like to do before dying.
Unwritten-Natasha Bedingfield
hahah :B

16. First thing you'd buy if you struck lottery.
Twelve Days of Christmas-relient k
hahah i love CHRISTmas!

17. Favourite place to be on weekends.
Worthy Is The Lord-Planetshakers
Go nexus and praise the Lord 8D

18. Are you more of a gambler or dealer?
小手拉大手-梁靜茹
LAWLLS.

19. Define "broke".
Stand In Awe-Planetshakers
im broke but rich. (:

20. Describe the person who tagged you.
(janice ask me to steal it from her)
You Are My World-hillsong
OMG. CAN I CHANGE THE SONG??
this quiz is FALSE.

TAGGED: Me :D


watched p.o.c last night
)): i cannot stand it sial.
and jc is doing all this for us. for them so that they can be saved from sins.
but their hearts are so darkened by satan that they condemn him & really they got no heart lah.
& even thou how they treat him. jc still willing to die and bear it all for them. for us.
ughh. those ppl are @#$%&*()...

the only LOVE above all things

In the quiet
In the stillness
I know that you are God
In the secret of your presence
I know there I am restored
When you call I won't refuse
Each new day again I'll choose

There is no-one else for me
None but Jesus
Crucified to set me free
Now I live to bring him praise

In the chaos in confusion
I know you're sovereign still
In the moment of my weakness
You give me grace to do your will
When you call I won't delay
This is my song through all my days

All my delight is in you Lord
All of my hope
All of my strength
All my delight is in you Lord
Forever more

3 verse to rmb for this week!.
{psalms 119:11}
{John 14:15}
{1 corinthians 10:13}

haha you can keep saying them in my ear or test me so that i can rmb them clearly :D








8D


HAPPY BIRTHDAYY JOLINNN!!! 8D
( this is your present. hahaha)


Just now when i went down the lift to go downstairs.
i guess i was bored & im the only one inside,
so i tried to position mysef standing directly in the middle of the lift.
hahahs :B
then i suddenly have this interesting idea
you know likke how the lift is a service to us.
Its whole life is about serving ppl like erm me?
Then i thought how God is the centre of our lives
The one whose in us(like in the lift)
and we are the lift. who serve God and only God in our whole lifes.
So whatever we do such that whateva that God wants us to do(like pressing the buttons in the lift) we will obey his words.

hahahs okay that was just rdm :D
hopefully no mass run tomoro ;x





i came unprepared,
i was desperate,
but there was nothing i could do.
that feeling...

somehow i related it back to K.O.G,
we should always be prepared,
such that when the problems and obstacles come,
you are always ready to overcome it,
and not letting satan make use of your unpreparedness~!.


I feel ridiculous and dumb
i was angry with you
i assumed that as long as it was all for you
you will bless me.
But i made a mistake,
i just rushed to you and expect you to answer my prayers
i started to get angry and annoyed when things did not turn out beautiful.

Lord i realise my mistakes,
and i will overcome this.
i wont let satan get a hold of me.

& Lord all this individual tests that you have set apart for each one of us,
we will overcome it and grow so much more from it.





watched Dark Night,
wells. Joker= scary/freaky
Batman=Hero. who sacrifices.
( & i want to be like batman for the K.O.G & not like Joker who cause the damage)




some test thats on janice blog which is definitely not true.lol cause i didnt even know how to ans the questions properly...


Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx






HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGEN!! (L)


Dear God,
the first time i came to know you, you lit the flame in my heart but i extinguished it and denied your prescence because i did not took that first smal step of faith. i saw the problems that will come along with my acceptance to you, hence i chose to ignore & run away from it, not even wanting to think about it. but Father, thank you for never giving it up on me.
& now, i don want to see another life remain lost because of the fear we have in us, because of the insecureness in us. i will do my best to save this lost soul. but father i can only do it with your strength.
All this i pray in Jesus name, Amen


i really want to thank God for placing these people in my life,
for they have really been a great support and joy in my life.
& i can really see your works through them o Lord.

AND OMGGG :DDD!!!
i can stay tomorooo donid to go g-pa house liao postpone to next week again,
which means i can stay with contacts!!! XDDD YEAHH MANN!
&& YAY JIAQI I KNOW YOU ARE VERY HAPPY NOW :D:D:D:D:DDDD


sth rdm(:
(L)GOD(L)JQ(L)ZE


Sth interesting that happend today{:
Me and sheh took 145 cause we missed 132
so we stop to change to 186
and it is VERy rare that 186 have double decker. like you see if only once in a blue moon?
soo i was like i hope thats 186(still oculdnt really see the no)

sheh: ohmygosh i hope that thats 186
okay lets pray!
okay come lets start to pray(lauging)
(shes a freethinker. not a christian. knows exactly nothing much about God.
but i guess she read about the rain incident)
me: stunt ._. stare at her
sheh: (after 2 sec of staring at her). what its not like im.....
me: (look at my food. look at her. thinkng you expect me to pray with food in my mouth & is she realy in her right minds,lol)
ok... ok let pray.
Father i pray that that is 186. Amen
so i was like thinking in my hear. God its up to you to show sheh your existence.
Just do it and show her.
hahah and it was really 186!!.:D:D
how cool is that.
then sheh was like: omg its really 186 leh!.

hahahs [:


okay school is just adding up to the TO-DO list i have/:

tests, homework, deadlines.
all this going on.

good thing we have both maths and science same cher
which means we will never have maths and science test on the same day.

okay D & T .
although i enjoy drawing but it doesnt mean that i enjoy drawing five piece of the sketch in 9 days...
Monday holiday =/= staying at home and do hw.
NO WAY.
Eng test. how i wish im gifted in languagee. it totally sux.


1. The person who tagged you is?
Caryn

2. What is your relationship with him/her?
SBF{: hahahs.

3. Your 5 impression of him/her?
SILLY!!

4. The most memorial thing he/she had done for you?
hahahs play basketball with me.lol

5. If he/she become your lover you will ?
O:

6. If he/she becomes your enemy you will ?
not going to happen

7. The most desireable thing that you do for him/her is?
poke her. hahas

8. Your overall impression of her?
SILLY!

9. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
DONO WHAT DO YOU THINK?

10. The character you love of yourself are?
straightforward 8D. i think.

11. On the contrary , the character you hate yourself are?
all the bad things about me?D:

12. The most ideal person you wanna be is?
Christ-like! :B

13. For people who care and like you , say something about them.
:DDDD

14. Pass this quiz - PPL WHO I AM GOING TO TAG AT YOUR BLOG :F


God is really moving.
& i know that everyone present at nexus auditorium this afternoon for ESS service or was a t the BBQ, their hearts were stirred up by God

Regine & Felicia & Joey came(((:
im super happy for regine.
i dono how to put this in words but yeah you will NEVER regret this decision you have made.

GO AND READ REGINE'S BLOG.

Oh & i was still talking to about this with s/b/n that day
& i realised that i don like want to let people see me cry cause i feel that like yeah it makes me want to cry even more when ppl come and ask and stuff.& i feel that when im alone then i can think about it lah. & i will pick myself up by myself. (not to anyone)& sometimes ppl know that they must snap out of it but the donwan cause they want to let others know that they are crying. hahas you get what mean? perhaps my views are wrong. just some thoughts.

anywayys. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZUO EN!! I LOVE YOU MY NEW SB!{: (L)

BBQ(centrals' personal testimony)

we all trained and bused to the place.
omg haha i don know where did we go. somewhere at pungol
start fire. & yeah cc rocks! :> it shows that we are all capable. hahhas
started to bbq the food and me,ruth,felicia were pocking the food into sticks.
had competition.
first one was: who could bbq 25?or was it 35?? garlic bread first.
hahas we won thanks to the great teamwork^^
second one: who cooked the most no. of food.
cb won. grats[:
third one: who came up with the most creative dish and tasted great.
(x we got it again thanks to ruth with her awesome ideas + her excellent assistant(me)
hahahas okayy kiddin. lawls.

at first right halfway throught the competitions it started to rain
like drizzle.
but it got a little worse.
so we all gathered. most of us
& we prayed together that the rain will stop
well. i think we wasnt really praying with faith and full heartedly.
& the RAIN GO HEAVIER INSTEADD.
to the extend where one will not go out the house without an unbrella at all.

second time we came together.
this time zach said: this is like a test for us.and if we chose to just let it be then we are jsut letting the devil get his way. & IF we can believe like the what joshua did in the bible. (about the sun)
we can do it too.(sth litat)

so this was how the prayer somehow went
we all prayed in tongues.
zach was leadin prayer.
and first time he pray for the rain to stop.
CA:AMEN
second time
CB:AMEN
third time
CC:AMEN
fourth time
CD:AMEN
Fifth time
CENTRAL:AMEN
(all this in one prayer)

AND YOU KNOW WHAT?
WHEN WE OPENED OUR EYES THE RAIN STOPPED.
IT STOPPED LITERALLY
HOW AWESOME IS THAT?
GOD JUST SHOWED US HIS PRESCENCE RIGHT THERE AND THEN.

everybody was tham high after that.
& i want to thank God for cc. they have really been a great joy in my life:B . love ya girls.

will post the pics when cleo post them?
wennt home.
BUSed back.
the journey was like 45 mins/?):

and recently right
when i wake up, a certain song lyrics will always be playing inmy head
its either i was dreaming about it or what. but when i wake up it felt as though it has been in my head playing again and again
& just now, when i fell asleep on the bus.
i could hear the song playing in my head
i love you Lord, greater than anything~...


PEARLY LOHH PUT BACK YOUR TAGBOARD NOW!!!):<<<


Its the success & victory of the team but not personal Glory
i'll bear that in mind



somehow i dono why but satan always manage to get hold of a loose point.
again your reactions.
if its a nuisance i will stop
you don undderstand me.

i know it can be overcomed. but how?